Breakfast : cereal
Lunch : sandwich
Dinner : stry fried
Extra : muffin
Excercise : joggining for 30mins
Today is 7th of March.
For lunch for the first time I ate sandwich and I felt so sick I was litterally coming back from my throat. Awful feeling. I also felt really alone and so sad. Because I had the fight with my boyfriend last night. He texted me in the morning but then in the evening we had to pretend like nothing happened and just act normal. We were meant to forget about that night. But as we did, we also forgot about 11month anniversary. It’s kinda lame that we celebrate months but I liked it. Up to now. It’s pointless. We are not seeing each other that day either. It’s just empty wishes of having an awesome day. But I do it everyday. In the morning texting him saying to have a good day etc. from today on I will stop it. It’s done. My trust is in pieces and to have trust he will have to put me back together.
I felt sad and alone, left just to be with me. So i ate the muffin. It wasn’t the best idea, as I had a sugar rush and stayed up till 2am watching greys anatomy.
I want to be skinny.
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